In Memories of….

I have been thinking: What if she has never knew the truth? Will she be much much happier now?

She’s alone in the States now and her family and once beloved is all in Singapore. I believe that she still loves him now, unfortunately she has fallen for a guy who is unable to withstand loneliness; one who is unable to tolerate the fact that his love one is not by his side. In his case, long-distance relationship won’t work out.

I sincerely hope that she will meet someone who truely loves her one day. I know that he truely loved her too and he’s tried his best to make the relationship work for them except he loves himself more than he loves anyone and their love happened at the wrong timing. Or should I say: I hope she will meet the correct person at the correct time for her next relationship, someone who is able to be with her forever and forever. I really really hope so….

To her : Hope to see you in July when you come back. Hopefully by then you have gotten over him.  

Discovered more and more lies. Yes, I was disappointed yet I was happy. Disappointed that I chose to trust the wrong person; yet was happy that I’ve chosen to move on. Was it true that people changed over years?

I did not know that I am a 2-timer until someone told me so. Haha..what a great joke. Neither did I know having me as a guarantor is such a disgrace..lol..

Yay!! Happy belated VDay everyone!!

Thanks ah boy, although I saw your message quite late, thanks for your wishes too!!

We got back our Discrete Mathematics results yesterday and there’s only one pass in the whole class ( me with 14/15 again).

It’s disappointing to know that my classmates have failed again. Some of them even made the effort to meet me for revision sessions. I know they have tried their best and I’ve tried my best to help too.

Mathematics has always been my best subject in school and the fact that I have taken Additional Mathematics during ‘O’ Levels and Mathematics C during ‘A’ Levels added to my advantage for this subject. 

Mathematics is a logical thinking subject which needs practice. I hope all of us can do better for the next test and get through this module together.

I was talking to Ruizhen today who added me to her MSN yesterday. How should I introduce her? An acquaintance? My ex-rival in love? Haha…anyway it’s already the past. I know that I have already got over that relationship and will have a better future with the current relationship I’m having now.

I find her as nice as any of the online friends I’ve made. Sincere, friendly; most importantly, talking to her is comfortable even though it should have been awkward. Let’s hope we can make good friends like what I have done with 90% of my online friends I hope she can get over the failed relationship soon… I know letting go is not easy, but if you do, you will be much happier you do now. He has never wanted to admit your relationship with him to me anyway even after the ‘notification’ about the current one.

Talking to her made me realise that even if you know someone for a long time, you may not know him as well as you think. Like what Dawn said,

“it seems both of u all also shocked that the different way he project himself in front of each other…

i am glad he is out of ur lives now man… “

I have been very very busy lately. Busy with my visual basic projects , teaching my classmates Discrete Mathematics and packing my room (Yes! I need days to pack my room. There’s simply too many things bought by me. Will take a picture of it soon when it’s finally neat)

It’s sad to know that out of 26 of us, only 3 managed to pass our Discrete Mathematics test. (I got 14/15, Gavin [not Gavin Khoo] got 12.5/15 and Mohd got 7.5/15). I really really hope that those who made the effort to request for revision with me are able to score well for the re-test.

To all, Happy St Valentine’s Day and Happy Chinese New Year in advance!!!

P.S. I’m still waiting for Tirta to pass me the IT Department lunch photos to load here. Hope it won’t be after I leave this company…..